It at least inspired me.
Ah, come on, you're only seventeen... You still have about 70 years to go, so your life isn't failed yet. I know how you're feeling, I have felt the same way many times, but you still have a lot of years to go, years you can spend on impressing yourself, and making fun out of life.
The only thing you need to do, is to start having fun. You do not need to impress anyone. I failed on that point a lot of times too.
"If your live is a failed experiment, then you'd better leave the Lab."
Just have fun, it's the only way to survive live.
Greetings, ProNoob.